tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5476431525164259202011-07-30T09:24:28.925-07:00petrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12768984364684218548noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-547643152516425920.post-64472317851134950942010-04-12T18:17:00.000-07:002010-04-12T18:22:11.405-07:00its been long since i update here.<br />but because i need some privacy, this is the place i need.<br />i feel so miserable now. really miserable.<br />we broke up.<br />and its my fault.<br />i was deleting the msgs on my phone and i saw the sms we exchanged in the past<br />he told me he missed me. he told me he loved me.<br /><br />and now. he hates me.<br /><br /><br />so fucking upset now.<br />i really want to cry. but usually when i cry, he is around to wipe my tears.<br />but even if i cry all out now, i will still be alone in my room<br />i really miss him so much.<br />i want to hug him now and tell him how much i regretted my actions<br />and how much i still love him<br />i told myself repeat again and again.<br />"i dont love him, i am only used being with him"<br /><br />BUT I KNOW I AM LYING TO MYSELF.<br />MY HEART HURTS SOOOOOO BADLY WHEN I MAKE MYSELF SAY THIS<br />CAUSE I STILL FUCKING LOVE HIM<br /><br />and this mistake i made. i know i will regret it for life.<br />darling, i know you wont read this.<br />BUT I REALLY STILL FUCKING LOVE U SO MUCH<br />ITS KILLING ME REALLY. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/547643152516425920-6447231785113495094?l=swank-yellowswing.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>petrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12768984364684218548noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-547643152516425920.post-84421580560465505182009-08-09T12:32:00.001-07:002009-08-09T12:32:35.954-07:00my new link:<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<br />http://bigsizemed.livejournal.com/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/547643152516425920-8442158056046550518?l=swank-yellowswing.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>petrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12768984364684218548noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-547643152516425920.post-5601340701153963092009-07-30T01:38:00.000-07:002009-07-30T01:43:17.542-07:00cause i'm always the wrong one.<br />so happen, knowing when u cant see it.<br />coincidence or framed?<br />okay. so be it den.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/547643152516425920-560134070115396309?l=swank-yellowswing.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>petrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12768984364684218548noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-547643152516425920.post-22522311811596627842009-07-29T05:00:00.000-07:002009-07-29T05:34:48.876-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i've moved my blog to elsewhere</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">wont be blogging</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">gave up my nuffnang cash!<br />and facebook will be my new 'blog'.<br />will update there more often<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/547643152516425920-2252231181159662784?l=swank-yellowswing.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>petrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12768984364684218548noreply@blogger.com0